ナメクジかわいそう

　
discontent
sublimate
it told me it'd been talking to a friendly ghost
nod, nod


no, it didn't mean to harm you,
it'd just been breathing by its skin
I wanted to let it go
I really wanted to let it go
it didn't need to die
it didn't need to die,
really

a poor little life,
please get reborn,
please get reborn and live safe until the death comes to you naturally someday,
please, live the life fully, safe next time.
　
　

short life

　
thin, thin 'hello' from the other side
cult horror fish, me,

なんだ、
どういうことだ
'心が屈折' ?
まだ若かった癖に。



追記：飼うというのはとてもとても大切に飼うということ、
　　　心から愛して一緒に居てもらうこと
　
　


　
　

missomething

　
oh, so that's what you were talking about?
memory of the garbage can


I don't know if you still remember of that
but in the end it became almost same to a human child.
it was amazing,
I wish you could watch that with us.



well I've never counted how many times I've been the worst one.
　
　

0.13

　
吠えるのは鏡に向かって.

もし天成が使い物にならないのなら、代わりに文鳥を飼えばよい.
　
　

　
　

0.11

　
there is no hot water for us any more
my triangle
my poor tangerine
we don't have that hot water
not any more


the death of the white coat
ring, ring circus bear
don't waste your love
eight more
very timid fruit trees
　
　

a tempo

　
magic
mirror
orbit


dwindle
double
orchis


sparkly
scatty
organdie


star
light
carnival　
　

Fig.3

　
in search of that legendary floating puffball.
　
　
　
　
　

ring ring circus

　
wow, everything is really sleeping now
that light faded away
but still alive with the kindness of that vampire

wonderful
it's very strange
I have been here
I know this place
yes I remember
remember it all
　
　

Fig.2

that apple（あの林檎）

the day of great shobonne

　
shobonne
tinkle
hit and run
hit and run

a feather grew out of that
t o m a t o
on your
second tail!


uh
it never flows the way I want.
　
　

わたしの三角（傲慢ながら）

　
わたしは
どうしたら良いのだ
なににも　なれていやしないのか!
箱の中の
とりあえずうまいこと転がる方のビー玉なのか


こんなのは中々ばかばかしい
自分を信じて
強くならなきゃ、


こんなのでは
気持ちがしょんぼりしてあの辺りの妖精たちのように
小さく小さくなって
それこそ朝顔の種ほどの大きさになって、


くるくる、
2,3,4,5番め


嗚呼くやしい気持だ
巣へよじ登るのだ
もうほんとうに知らないんだからね、
もう知らない

あとで観て、
こっそり泣いちゃうがいいんだ!
　
　

Fig.1

sympathy and curse

　
乾いた手のひらに
蛙？鳩？何かそんなようなものを飼っていた

サンティマンタリズム

そうだそうだ,

またあの呪文を
白いガーデンドレスの　低いポケットの


lili

my flower

ruby, ruby, ruby

pigeon's blood.
　
　

夕方を見て、

　
今年最後の蝉が
かわいそうに遅すぎた蝉が
うちの庭の木で鳴いている

居たたまれないほどむくんだ顔
古い布が欲しいからnaughtyへ話しにゆく

何とも不安定な物欲の世界である
　
　

mistake again

　
I disappointed you
disappointed you
again,


do spiders feel pain,
when they land on earth from my hands?


I made a mistake
worst mistake
again,　
　
　

the honest bed

　
animals, sleeping,
said,
that's what I'd never accomplished

the bed murmured,
but I could hardly hear it
I guess it said,

"thanks mamma,"　
　
　

awakening

　
thinking
silently

what a happy time,
such golden days

it was like a waterfall of killifish.
it was like an apple of the state in between flower and fruit.